My 'I want to .. honest' post was one I wish I hadn't posted.
My guard was down and I was beginning to feel comfortable.
This is not the right place to be cracking open the shell and releasing all thought, feeling, emotion ... at least not for me.
This launching of ones words into the blogosphere is a curious thing. Exposing your heart and soul is cleansing and freeing and will make you well.........in the right circumstance. Right here, right now is just not...right.
Yet again, I know this much is true.......amazing people write blogs that show me how wonderful humans are.....they share words and wisdom with grace and humility and beauty ..... and remind me to see hope and happiness in every little thing or action or picture or word or deed or sound .
The blogs I read are all pen portraits of people that I think I would enjoy the company of. You all know who you are, as by and large I comment. Decent people with values and mores and shared sentiments, who express themselves with wit and humour and sometimes gravitas. We are after all herd animals and feel comfort in binding together. I do feel privileged to peek into these other lives sometimes, and if talk of family, and life in general is boring to others, it certainly never is to me.
I was having a 'moment'. A 'wobble'. I am over it now.
There is no judgement here. I aspire to become more tolerant as I age...it is a work in progress.
Peace and love people...peace and love.