These things I know. Not all lying is bad. Counting in your head is slightly odd I grant you but also very calming, and does'nt hurt anyone. Eating and drinking and not exercising means I will never wear a bikini again. Whatever the 'government' (ha bloody ha) does I already know I will probably have to work until I drop. Loving and being proud of your kids is the best feeling in the world. Standing in the garden and calling your cats name when she has been missing for hours makes you feel like an idiot with regard to the neighbours but you don't care. My husband has a mountain to climb and all I can do is be behind him in case he falls. I feel safe if I have a secret £50 note stuffed in my purse. Cramp in your feet and legs at night is a bugger. There are lots of things I want to say in this blog that I don't yet feel able to write down. Whatever the family think quorn burgers (only for me, not them) are not the work of the devil and do not taste like cardboard. I am scared of almost everything. The only place I know is inside my head. My friend from school and I have decided that for our age we look ok. Turning on the tap in my kitchen and drinking clean water whenever I want is a wonderful wonderful thing. I am an underachiever. Cake is pleasure on a plate.